Ive had an hour to think about it. Its 4:30 and i think what i envy most, is stability. Im so jelous of people with stability. People who care. People who understand. People who they can relate to. People with hundreds of friends. People with everything they could ever want. People who know what theyre doing. I think thats why i feel strange when i think of korey. I feel like he knows what hes doing. Like he knows where hes going. I feel like his life is so stable. And im so jealous. I cant lie. Part of the reason is because hes white, and im not. What Quincy said was true. Asians are so lame.