Another Incoherent Post

I'm not really sure what I'm doing right now. I'm just sitting around waiting for something magical to happen. For something to fall out of the sky. For life to magically start getting better. For college to start and high school to be over. For some boy to come sweep me off my feet. For some answer to pop into my head. For something. Something not this. I have no idea what I'm doing. I'm waiting. Waiting and waiting but what has that gotten me so far? I guess it doesn't help that I go around hating things all the time. Well, proactive steps, anyone?