I've written so many posts today. Anyways. Everyone says to be strong and t o be who you are, and in the end, it will get better. When will i see the end? They say the grass is greener on the other side, but when will i get to the other side? I dont think I'd kill myself. I dont. But I'm slowly dying inside and the more i realize it, the more i want to die. They all say to talk to friends and family, but i dont want to. Like i said before, i dont trust anyone. Its wrong for me to say it, but i dont trust them. I really, really hate people sometimes. I feel so god dammed lonely. Maybe if i had a boyfriend to tell all of this to as opposed to nobody on the internet.