I guess you could say Allen and I have been talking a bit. But it's mainly about school. Anyways, thats beside the point. This made me think about why I have no male friends.

Maybe I'm scared.

Maybe I'm scared that I'll eventually like them, only to have my hopes crushed because they arnt like me. Maybe I'm scared that once i try to become friends with them, they'll remember that there are rumors about me being gay and become homophobic.

Or maybe I just hate all the guys at this school.

Or maybe they just don't like me because I'm really boring.

Or maybe they just don't like me because they know I'm gay.